It's Getting Better :)

Things have actually been going pretty well. Shocking, I know. I don't feel as alone as I used to. I've become much better at finding things that I'm happy about.

Things that make me happy:

• Playing ukulele
• The Dear Evan Hansen soundtrack
• The Book Theif
• Assistant Stage Managing a community theatre show with an amazing cast
• Being brave enough to talk to said cast
• Red and black feather boas
• Admitting what I've been denying for over a year
• Soft serve ice cream 
• Chocolate sprinkles on top of aforementioned ice cream
• Remembering that my childhood best friend still loves me
• Shitty fanfiction
• Putting myself before schoolwork
• Singing as loud as I can when no one is home
• Not pressuring myself to maintain a struggling friendship
• Napping whenever I want
• Not worrying about what other people want me to read
• Parks and Recreation
• Relaxing every once in a while